Bless Them and Say What You Feel About Yourselves Always and Forever
I was abused by Taylor Swift and Father Soliman into believing I was a traitor to the country, and I was about to be hurt very much I was about to be injured because of someone's else lies about me, and I almost died, it is not a joke, it is not funny, it was terrifying for me, it was scary, it was sad, it was very depressing, it was indicative of a problem, namely someone(s)s and something(s)s had too much power went too far, like they were going to go with me, to another place, way overseas to make me insane literally, and also to harm my father and me in every other way imaginable so to say I didn't exist I wasn't existing I was someone I wasn't I was a person who I wasn't I was a terrorist I was a person of no interest to the world I was a person who was abused by another person I was a person who wasn't a person even I was a person to not be around I was a person to not have anything I was a person who was not injured directly physically by this I was a person who wanted to know why that happened why they visited my Abee also I was told I was not a good a person I was told I was a sick person I was told I was a very bad person I was told I was told that I was under investigation and they were going to reopen the case involving "a church, a gun" I was also investigated for abusing someone else in a way like I was about to go to jail and then they were going to arrest me and take me into a place of abuse somewhere not over the rainbow, a place known to see where no one could be a place without me is not a place to see so when you accepted that bribe, was it yours to take because of your acceptance of that bribe I almost died I was abused and am still tortured wondering why I didn't do I as you said why I am a still a patient and also why I was tortured by Taylor Swift because of her torture I almost died was abused taken into custody of another case that wasn't even related to mine and the police at uc irvine were working with Taylor Swift to understand how to incriminate me how to abuse me and how to take advantage of me it was entirely false I don't have a criminal history and I was told that it was about another person another place and where and why were you and I not there at the time of the place and where are you today you never called me to tell me this was about to happen that the fbi, with two agents, came to my door, of another residence, while I was on vacation, so they said are you ok is everything ok it didn't happen that way, I was never contacted, it strictly abee, so I went to say hi how are you never and he never contacted me either, and also to know I wasn't even contacted yet, so it's obviously a very bad thing something so scary and so hideous and everyone is just sitting there, my father unaware of what's happening, still thinking I'm under investigation for "a church, a gun" I don't think that I am under investigation and even the people involved directly, one I had a physical meeting with in Pasadena doctor, who I had said only good things to, and that was for another reason, and she didn't tell me anything either, other than are you ok is everything ok who are you tell me where you are and how often you are e-mailing people tell me right now how many e-mails have you been sending how many e-mails have you been sending open your mailbox and tell me right now how many e-mails you have been sending this behavior is not normal i need you to understand how many e-mails you've been sending also realize that I am not a person who has been hurting anyone ever I haven't hurt anyone ever so when the two FBI Special Agents came to say it never happened that way I was never contacted still this was strictly to abuse me and take advantage of me and my father both of us are still in the dark wondering where to go what to do and who to talk to we're not supposed to feel this way and the individual who hated me originally Taylor Swift was paying me to each person to take advantage of us she paid money to someone to do this to hurt me in a place I don't even know yet so something a place like a really scary place with nothing its just like scary there was no one there it looks a place first like a hospital sort of thing then like a place without anyone there its sort of weird like a ghostlike place and no one cares its baffling and I don't know why you think she should be singing still this behavior isn't appropriate, and I hope she doesn't sell anymore songs and that people know not to go to that church, all individuals are being paid in ways I don't know except for me, I don't have anything, I'm paying money to do this, to say I was almost murdered is not right, I was being bartered in a strange way, a place of hatred is not mine and also I was wondering why no one cares because that place is really scary and no one is there that I like there is no one there its not a place where you go to have fun its a place where you go to understand no one cares about you where no ones know your name so I believe that place is still in the dark a place where no one knows me is somewhere like where the they don't speak English, my primary langauge, and also where no one cares, where I'm wandering is there a place to know without a friendship a place where no one can form friendships and also to know why I am not a friend to yours, and also to know why I am a friend to no one in particular why I am a friend to myself only, this place is very scary it involves elements of abuse not mental only but physical so it's brutal and scary
I am not a person to be abused physically, so it's terrifying, terrible, terroristic, terrifying, Taylor is not a good a person, and I found out so much over the way, I found out that she abused me and she took advantage of me in different ways like stealing and making songs I can't have so I want you to know that you are not supposed to be listening to her and you are supposed to help those who are hurting and also to know I was almost murdered tortured and hurt so please remove her music right now there is no choice but to, and also remember that I am a victim of hers and also many others, so when the people involved took advantage of me and my kindness and of my father's, I wanted to know why you did so, and I think it's because you are disgusting scary and monstrous monsters to have people working for you to take advantage of me still and to not give me any money for this and i don't think that's appropriate, if you need more information about surviving abuse, I really don't know where to find it except for me, I am not a prisoner nor a suspect in a past case, this is about Taylor Swift and others involved know what I mean and I also hope that you learn not to listen to them when they say this didn't happen and that I made everything up for fun
i have some pictures kanyevultures.com and somewhere and some more elsewhere if you care to find them
Prayer to get further with and against
This is an artist who is starving for someone to realize this isn't worth it,
There's gotta more to life than chasing Stacie Orrico into oblivion and happiness, :)
anyway, it's morning, good mournings are rare these days because no one cares about tomorrows' mornings, and remember no one cares isn't a joke, no one really cares, you're going to die son, tomorrow, you'll be dead, there'll be no tomorrow for you, so as you prepare for your weekend, remember there is only week left before your essay is due, one more week left before someone finds out what i did, only one more week left before someone is someone new bothering you at school today only week left before i am okay with you, so when the time comes and no one is there, remember i was there for you, while no one else was, and God doesn't lie, so I shouldn't either, and I should always, God is good to me, was good to me, and for me and with me, and also remember no one has the authority to tell you what to do, except for your parents who love you, and stop obeying orders that aren't right, i don't participate in legal activities and your intrusions were unwelcome, men of the cloth, men of the streets, men of false deities, remember, "there is one God, one person, and one thing, that I have no interest in, it's you, not he, and also remember that I don't participate in legal activities means don't arrest me, it was funny although you want more than you can have, more than a person can give, and I gave you everything that I didn't have, so don't worry about money, it'll come son, it'll come tomorrow, God will provide, and also remember it's not about why or how much or little is time to you short or (tall), fleeting or not permanent, there is no such as hating time and also remember that no one has the authority over you to declare I have had a victorious day I have won I feel wonderful about it, however miserable you feel about your loss, and remember that winning is everything to you only if you love God and the people who are you to have and to want to be someone and something that you couldn't see; I always knew that someone cared where is there caringness, because I erred in saying God doesn't care about the careless, well, We believed He does and He wants those who are careless to become careful to know end, and say why did I not behave why did I trust God, well, We trust God to say We always trusted, always trust with, always trust for, always trust against, and always know the reason We are is to live and for, and with, so be careful there are forces in the world that hinder your growth(s)s and know that We will see God, and all so to feel again, to know why God hasn't left us, to know that God is here, to know that God is always alive, never dead and also that People who love God are always the Ones Who Love Others And So When You Love Others Godliness Will Pervade and Only Godliness Will Stay